2009 to 2010

yes I am wearing blue but I have to say...I am blue too.....not sure why.....lets break down the year many things to be thankful for yet so many memories too:







Jan: knee surgery, launched new lunch program  Marisa got a boyfriend, Megan got a ticket lucky girl.



February-



March-spring break yes the realization I have no friends in the state of Michigan.....had a spring break pity party kids included....between budget and no bonus we stayed home lucky us. But thank the lord we had a job so we did not even want to bitch.



April-Easter always a good time for me being it is my birthday month. turned 41 woo-hoo still like life and want to continue to enjoy it. cold spring gray cloudy



May-warming up loving baseball seeing all my friend one child working one not Jordan baseball baseball baseball. Megan break her arm playing soccer.



June- gets a second ticket wreaks her car and has to have a echo cardio gram due to a heart mummer.

school ends thankthe lord. jj wins city champs, Michael Jackson dies (same day) all stars begin. Jordan has a birthday party for 12 boys no sleep over thank the lord



July- still have work to do at school. gearing up for all-star baseball only to lose with Jordan striking out at the plate....as a mother it was one my hardest things to witness yet the best lesson in life we can't always win and sometimes you are the one to make the team lose. still don't think Joe and talk about this with out choking up.



Aug-school will begin and I get to go see my very best friend in nc. we have a great trip the girls and I go down alone girls road trip...one of my best memories of summer.....I still crack up when I think of the conversations in the car.....I love my girls. Jordan break up with girl friend and misses her even though he was the one doing the breaking he was sad



Sept-school time......28 kids extra everyday for lunch and they just happen to be in K and miss their parents now that is what I call fun. lets just say the month whizzes by with a blink of an eye. Megan quits cheer due to naughty girls who don't like to bend the rules. just like to break the rules and a coach who does not have a back bone/

Marisa starts high school goes threw the shakes of new friends, a boyfriend and new challenges in high school she plays golf for the first time and does well girls fight every morning about the car, clothes and life....



Oct- another birthday for Megan she turns 17 and seems bored with no cheer, homecoming 2 girls busy time, 24 come for dinner it all goes well.



nov- Joe birthday, thanksgiving, just chugging along in life. still fighting with co-workers daily I know they hate me.....still gray in my head.



Dec- surprise party for roo...fool her ha-ha. sad times Megan and Luke break up....a long painful 2 weeks. as I write this on dec 31 they are back together and working on getting things in order. spend time at home over the holiday.....just cant make my life what it should be. spending new years home with jj and Joe the girls all have plans sad I don't have a party to go to or something to do. most likely will spend the night at home with my guys watching the ball drop.oh yeah bf has cancer





I sometimes wonder if my lack of drinking makes it hard for me to host parties.....I wonder if my grayness scares people, why can't I be normal...maybe this is normal





so goals for the year are as follows:

condition and train and finish a tri-Thelon. make two new friends in new year. find a group of ladies to hang out with since I have zero right now. find a new couple to spend time with lose the gray that rides in my head making me blue all the frigging time........if you are still with me thanks if not I love you anyways. peace